
软苏格拉底
@Graceruansu
Jun 24, 2026, 03:04 PM
Undercurrents of Desire on the Sports Field
Have you ever heard such words while exercising? 'Does your friend know you're like this?', 'Why is your face so obedient now?', 'Open your eyes and take a look at yourself, tell me if it's not very...', 'Why aren't you talking, can't you say anything?' These words seem to be teasing you, making you unable to ignore your desires.
When you exercise, your body releases various hormones, your senses become more sensitive, and you start to notice the body language of yourself and others. These words seem to be igniting the undercurrents of desire within you, making it impossible to control your thoughts.
You start to imagine physical contact with others, you start to fantasize about various scenarios, and you start to feel your body stirring. These words seem to be urging you to release your desires, to pursue your own pleasure.
But when you really try to pursue your desires, you find yourself so vulnerable, you find your desires so uncontrollable. You start to doubt yourself, you start to fear your desires. You start to ask yourself if you really need such pleasure, if you really need such desire.
However, no matter how hard you struggle, your body always tells you that you need such pleasure, you need such desire. Your body always lets you pursue your desires, release your desires.