Davidzhu

I've been suspended twice now, with a permanent suspension a month ago, and after a month of appealing, I've received no response. I've lost all hope and feel like my account is truly gone. Each time I'm suspended, I feel like I've been sentenced to death, as if my entire world has collapsed. No one can provide a reason for the suspension, and I'm left wondering what I did wrong and how to fix it. Looking back on my previous suspensions, they were all unexplained and without any clear way to appeal. All I can do is wait, and the waiting is agonizing. During this time, I'm constantly wondering what I did wrong and what rule I broke. Was I not careful enough? A month of waiting feels like a lifetime to me. Every day, I think to myself, 'Will today be the day I get a response? Will today be the day someone tells me I can start over?' But every day ends with the same result: silence. No response, no message. I feel like I've been forgotten, abandoned in a corner, with no one caring about my feelings.