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I met Cc in college, and after a two-year pursuit, I finally succeeded in making her my girlfriend when I left school. Although I was overjoyed, my happiness was short-lived, and our relationship quickly turned into a long-distance one. However, I soon discovered that she had no experience in romantic relationships! Whenever I said something sweet, she would subconsciously avoid me. For instance, when she hurt her finger, I would say something cheesy like, 'Come, let me kiss it better,' but she wouldn't even respond and would quickly change the subject. As a result, our conversations were always dull and lacked any spark. It was as if nothing had changed since we started dating. I was getting anxious, thinking that if things continued like this, we would eventually drift apart. I knew I had to take action! Since my home was about a two-hour drive from her school, I decided to plan a proper date to solidify our relationship. Before heading back, I had a plan in mind – to get our first kiss. I intended to take her to an amusement park, where the atmosphere was relaxed and exciting, to get closer to her. I had two must-try attractions in mind: the haunted house and the Ferris wheel. The Ferris wheel was where I planned to get our first kiss! When I saw her, I was taken aback – she had brought a female classmate along! To make matters worse, they held hands throughout, making me the odd one out. My heart sank, but I quickly thought of a solution. I called a brother who was still in school and asked him to come over ASAP. To get rid of one third wheel, you need another! The situation quickly turned around. After exiting the haunted house, we split into two groups. When the two of them were chatting and laughing ahead of us, I seized the opportunity, grabbed Cc's hand, and whispered, 'Shh,' before pulling her away. I sent my brother a message: 'I'm on a date, take care of her friend.' My sudden action delighted Cc. Women seem to enjoy these spontaneous surprises. Afterwards, we finally had a proper date like a real couple. On the Ferris wheel, I attempted to kiss her, but she subconsciously turned away. I felt the timing wasn't right, so I didn't force it. Our first real kiss happened when I was sending her off at the train station. It was already dark, and she was holding my hand, seemingly reluctant to let go. My heart skipped a beat, and I knew the moment had arrived. I pulled her into my arms and kissed her. Then, I got greedy and kissed her again and again, not wanting to stop. The feeling still lingers in my memory – a mix of satisfaction and accomplishment. After that, our text messages and phone calls felt completely different. We had fully entered the sweet phase of our relationship, and we would talk on the phone until 4 or 5 am every day. The feeling of planning something myself and getting the desired result was amazing! I quickly started planning our next move – to take our relationship to the next level. After meticulous planning, everything seemed to be going smoothly. However, I didn't account for my own immaturity, which almost ruined our relationship.