𝐒𝐨𝐭𝐚

I still remember that night, the phone rang, his gentle and deep voice asked in my ear, 'Aren't you going to answer?' I hesitated for a moment, with countless thoughts flashing through my mind. This voice, familiar yet strange. Was it my boyfriend calling, or someone else? A picture emerged in my mind: I carefully put on makeup, chose lingerie, took medicine half a month in advance, and prepared everything. However, he didn't see any of these little secrets. On the contrary, I showed my most promiscuous and lustful side to another man. I tried to recall every detail of that night, and it seemed that this person was superior to my boyfriend in every way. He brought me unprecedented pleasure, made me climax repeatedly, and I called him 'daddy.' I completely surrendered to him, forgetting everything. Now, I couldn't help but ask myself: Why did I do that? Why did I show my truest self to a stranger, rather than my boyfriend? Was it because deep down, I yearned to be understood and loved? Or was I just seeking new sensations? These questions lingered in my mind, and I couldn't find the answers. Perhaps, only time will give me the answer.