gorilla

I really want to talk to someone about the thrill and excitement my ex's infidelity brought me, as well as the things my current partner has done behind my back. These experiences have given me a mix of painful and exciting emotions, and I crave someone to listen to me and understand my feelings. I remember when I first found out about my ex's infidelity, I didn't feel angry, but rather a strange kind of thrill. Maybe it was because I never thought I'd be the one being cheated on. This feeling was both unfamiliar and awkward, and I didn't know how to deal with my emotions. My current partner's actions behind my back have made me feel the pain of betrayal even more. Every time I think about it, my heart aches. Why couldn't they be honest with me? Why did they choose to deceive me? I know I need to release these emotions, I shouldn't let them haunt me. So, I've decided to open my private messages, hoping to find someone willing to listen. We can also talk via voice messages. I hope that through communication with others, I can find a way to solve my problems and get out of this emotional predicament.