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I'm an 18-year-old girl from Wuhan/Guangxi. Growing up, I lived in a family that was always arguing. My parents would fight over the smallest things, and the atmosphere at home was suffocating and made me feel misunderstood. Now that I've left home, my parents said they won't give me any more money. It's a weird feeling, I feel both liberated and insecure at the same time. Growing up, I lacked paternal love. My parents were always busy with work and arguing, and didn't have time to spend with me. This lack of love made me more introverted and sensitive. I didn't know how to interact with boys my age, and always felt awkward and uncomfortable. However, I have a special fascination with older men. Maybe it's because they're mature and stable, and give me a sense of security. I'm a very sincere person, and I always speak my mind. I've just turned 18, and I don't have much social experience, so I'm not good at playing games. I like simulation games, I think the process of building something step by step is interesting. Maybe that's also why I like older men - they're mature and stable, and give me a sense of dependability.